4:46 p.m. - 2008-03-30
Addicted
For the last decade of my life, since I was fifteen at least, I've been addicted to caffeine. Whether it's in the form of Diet Coke, coffee, chocolate etc., I can't get through the day without OD-ing on it. I admitted to my doctor that I'm a huge caffeine junkie, and I've been trying to ween myself off it. It's so hard. But it's equally hard being so tired everyday. Caffeine doesn't give me energy anymore, but instead keeps me from getting (caffeine rebound) headaches. And I know this is very, very common. I've read all about it.

I'm tired a whole lot. I can go to bed at weekends at 1 am and wake up at 1 pm. And then I can easily crawl back into bed, groggy and not wanting to shower. I take multi-vitamins everyday, I've been working out, and I've been drinking protein shakes, lots of water, and eating nutrition bars. I know it's the damn caffeine. Isn't this pathetic... I'm a drug addict, but it's a legal drug.

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