8:22 p.m. - 2008-03-25
Time to Change
I still feel bored in general. I miss the inspiration and energy I used to have in my beginning school years. I seems that, as I get older, I rely on quick fixes to get me through the day, like caffeine, reality TV and chat rooms. I used to wake up early and arrange my day around my workouts. I wore vests that showed off my rippling muscles and sunbathed at the beach without feeling embarrassed. I was just more active, more mentally healthy, less moody and introspective. I don't enjoy being this lazy and this out of shape. It's just so hard to change.

However I did buy some new work shoes today which lifted my spirits. £200. I know, right? Like, what the hell? But whatev.

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