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3:49 p.m. - 2003-03-02 My attention to my appearance last night was much appreciated. As soon as I arrived at the house, Alex complimented me on my outfit. I returned the compliment - she looked stunning. A cute knee length pink dress, white cardigan and her hair in this nice wave, opposed to her mammoth curls. We broke open a bottle of Jack Daniel's and drank on the terrace, which overlooks the forest. She proceeded to give me a rather lame motivational speech about finding the right job that suits my needs. I listened politely, wondering what it would be like to kiss her. I wasn't wildly attracted to her, but my mind naturally wanders there. We finally went back into the house, put Ocean's Eleven into the DVD, and curled up on the couch. This is where I got sneaky. Sitting on the couch and watching a movie in the dark is the perfect venue to get a little sexually manipulative. While I sat up, she layed down beside me, putting her head on my lap and her hand strategically on my upper thigh. I scratched her arm while she contentedly sighed. I waited impatiently for the movie to be over so we could move into the bedroom. God, I really do have a one-track mind. She wanted to go out to the terrace again. Why, I don't know. I'd seen the forest already. We looked off into the distance and saw a small shack that looked like it was on fire, trying to figure out if it was, or wasn't. She stood behind me and leaned her mouth near my neck. I waited, feeling little tingles in my back, for her lips to touch me. I muttered something about being hungry, and she whispered in my ear, "There's food in the bedroom." But we didn't jump into bed. Instead, we shared some cookies that she had made. She suggested heating them up in the microwave, and as she walked into the kitchen, she leaned down and kissed me on the lips. I sat there, giddy, until she came back. We ended up cuddling in bed, fully clothed, talking, our mouths dangerously close to one another. We kissed a bit, very gently. A little bit too gently for my tastes, cause I'm more of a forceful, passionate kisser, but whatever. Clothes came off and some sex was had. It wasn't wonderful. She was overly-cautious of me hurting her, cause she's considerably smaller than I am. She gave me one of the nicest compliments I've ever heard while naked. He said, "You've really got a cute little body." If having frequent sex has taught me one thing, it's learning to accept my body. Honestly, I don't see Alex as a potential girlfriend, but when I think back, I didn't see m ex's as ones either. It took me a loooong time before I "saw" them as a girlfriend, and then they grew me on me and I loved them insanely. Still, I don't see love blossoming between Alex and I, but she's a fun diversion. And I need that. 
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