3:56 p.m. - 2003-01-21
Sad, flustered, confused Billy
Remember the new girl, Susan, who left for a doctor's appointment and never came back? Well, she didn't come back. She just stopped showing up. I was crushed. We made plans for lunch, for christ's sake! I hope she feels guilty.

We have another new girl named Mary. Mary looks like Jodie Foster with bug eyes. She also talks so fast I have no idea what she's saying. Unlike Susan, Mary seems hestitant at certain tasks because she doesn't want it to be her job. What Mary doesn't realise, and what I didn't have the balls to tell her, was that the new person does the boring jobs, period. But I'm not one for unneccesary confrontation. My boss will be the one to tell her, not me.

Having no girlfriend is beginning to effect me. The absence of having someone is difficult. I want someone. I want a girlfriend. I want to be held, cuddled, kissed and spoiled. I want to end phone calls with, "I love you, too".

It's all very sad and very pathetic, and I guess I'm wallowing in self-pity.

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