9:16 p.m. - 2003-01-04
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Remember Carla, the elusive AIM girl? I caught her online tonight, and the conversation turned surprisingly sexual. She's still with her boyfriend, so I've backed off, but... I'm tempted. I'm attracted to her picture. She's obviously smart. And she seems to be interested. I think, if propositioned, she would fuck me in a heartbeat. But is that what I really want?

I really need to start working out on a regular basis. Not weight training as such, but just general exercise. I went shopping after work today with James and Becky-- last time I checked, my waist for jeans was 32 inches, and in a matter of weeks it's climbed to 34 inches. I know I'm hardly fat, but when James was trying on 30 inch waists, finding them too baggy and opting for 28's, I felt fat. I'm not noticeably fat, but my face looks a lot fuller and I have this incipient double chin I want to rid myself of. But then I'm no help to myself, I love chocolate, and there's no way I'm giving it up, however unhealthy, so exercise is the answer. But the question is, can I be bothered? Do I have time? The answer for both is no. So I'm kind of stuck. I might just save up for lip-o-suction later on.

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