8:21 p.m. - 2002-12-13
I'm SO Tired
I read Joe's reflection on 2002, and it made me realise how many changes have happened to me during this year as well. It's almost like what I have now is the complete opposite to what I had in January. I'm putting this down to August. August was the month of change for me. For instance, I left my school and the friends I had there a month before, enrolled in University, I started dating and seeing more girls, I made new friends, and everything began to take form in August.

August was also important because it was the month where I changed, not just the things around me. It was around that time that I began to get depressed with my life. If you remember, it was then that I started running on a regular basis, and later got the subconscious mind book which, if I'm honest, has completely changed my outlook on life. Up until August, I hated my life. I had no self esteem, I was unhappy at school, with myself, and with life in general. Then after August, things started changing. The main player was University. A new setting with new people and a chance for a new beginning.

On reflection, I am glad that 2002 is drawing to a close, and I'm also glad of the changes that have happened to me. Whilst at the time I was feeling low and shit, I'm now feeling like it was all worth it.

On that note, I'm going to go. I'm tired, Fame Academy is about to start, and I still need to do some working out.

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